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Beautiful Bones

by LNC She's starving for perfection
And losing for the win
And once she falls, she won't get up
No, she won't be here again

Here, she stands, staring at her feet
Happy-that she lost another pound
But it's not enough, not even close
Another imperfection found

Flat is nice, but concave's right
Ana's her only friend
She gets inside and is always there
Waiting around every bend

Ana, her friend, will kiss her
To fill her mouth with something that won't show
Because the only thing that people should see
Is that girl's beautiful bones

Yes, Ana will fuck her
To fill her up inside
Then she will stay and never go
But when others ask, she hides

Ana is always number one
With dedication comes affection
And she'll make sure the only hunger felt...
Is the hunger for perfection I dont Touch It. I Cant.
Your lips mouth the words,
"You're getting thinner"
But all I see are your eyes lying
And looking at my double chin
And flabby thighs
I don't hear the words
I don't listen to the sound
I just watch your eyes skimming my fat body
I get home and immediately weigh myself
I've lost another pound.
I should feel happy
And I do for a moment
But the minute I turn around and see myself in the mirror
Everything changes.
Everything goes back to how it was
I'm fat,
I'm lazy.
There isn't anything else I can do
There isn't anything else to fix me
My stomach growls
It tries to tell me to feed it
But the other voice is so much stronger.
So much more persistent
"You're FAT"
"You're UGLY"
"You're simply not worthy of love."
It says this with a smirk
A small smile on its face because it knows
That I know… it's right
All I can do is follow its advice
Because it knows how to make me thin
How to make me pretty
How to make me loveable
"Don't eat that! Look at how many calories it has!"
I check…
90 calories for ONE piece of bread!!
Not worth it.
Nothing seems worth it.
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
I don't touch it.
I can't.

~ By Michelle ~
another site viewer in your situation
_xX-REASONS TO BE THIN-Xx__xX-REASONS TO BE THIN-Xx_

-- You'll be thin
-- Nobody loves a fat person
-- You'll rake in compliment
-- Because it's more attractive
-- You feel like crap after eating
-- You'll be taken more seriously
-- Calories can't make you happy
-- Clothes will look better on you
-- If you don't eat, you won't binge
-- You won't get sweaty on hot days
-- Vitamins will be rapidly absorbed
-- Because eating makes me miserable
-- Your stomach bulges out when you eat
-- You can run on sheer mind power alone
-- Self-starvation shows strong will power
-- You won't get anxious over what you've eaten
-- The floor won't creak or shake when you walk
-- You'll be able to wear shorts without worrying
-- You'll be cool (temperature) in the summertime
-- It's harder to work out with food in your stomach
-- Your skin will be taut and toned (no stretch marks!)
-- It proves you aren't addicted to food like everyone is
-- The longer you fast, the easier it is to continue with it
-- Phys.ed. won't be such an extremely stressful part of your day
-- You won't have to wear baggy clothes every day to cover that fat
-- Skinny is strong. Fat is weak. It's your call which one you want to be
-- Because "You look healthy now" really means "My God you're so fat!"
-- Because it feels great to walk into a store and be able to try on anything
-- Getting skinny will make all your dreams come true. Life will be so much better
-- People will talk about how skinny you are An imperfect body reflects an imperfect soul

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